I'm bad at first impressions
then again, I'm bad at second impressions too
I'm a perfectionist
nothing I do is finished because by the time I'm near the end
the beginning isn't good enough and I have to start again
I'm a contradiction
I fantasize and wish that I'm special or different
but once I am I wish the opposite in an instant
I'm impossible
all I really want is some recognition
(but I won't believe it when it comes
distrust is not an easily cured condition)
I'm audacious
but goals require time and motivation
and when push comes to shove I say
"ah screw it, I'm too impatient"
I'm not a strong finisher
so...
to be continued
