Fashionably Late

I don't know how blogging works

I'm bad at first impressions

then again, I'm bad at second impressions too

I'm a perfectionist

nothing I do is finished because by the time I'm near the end

the beginning isn't good enough and I have to start again

I'm a contradiction

I fantasize and wish that I'm special or different

but once I am I wish the opposite in an instant

I'm impossible

all I really want is some recognition

(but I won't believe it when it comes

distrust is not an easily cured condition)

I'm audacious

but goals require time and motivation

and when push comes to shove I say

"ah screw it, I'm too impatient"

I'm not a strong finisher

so...

to be continued