the first thing

What is there to say about love when I don't know the first thing about it?  I wouldn't die for anyone.  There is no one I couldn't live my life without.  Maybe I am just too scared to fall in love.  Love is vulnerable.  Love is do or die.  Love is a risk.  Love is illogical.  Love is inefficient.  Love is unfocused.  Love is unproductive.  Love is a mystery to me.