Monday, January 26, 2015

Fashionably Late

I don't know how blogging works

I'm bad at first impressions
then again, I'm bad at second impressions too

I'm a perfectionist
nothing I do is finished because by the time I'm near the end
the beginning isn't good enough and I have to start again

I'm a contradiction
I fantasize and wish that I'm special or different
but once I am I wish the opposite in an instant

I'm impossible
all I really want is some recognition
(but I won't believe it when it comes
distrust is not an easily cured condition)

I'm audacious
but goals require time and motivation
and when push comes to shove I say
"ah screw it, I'm too impatient"

I'm not a strong finisher

so...

to be continued